fionas.. Smile for it's life ♥

it was a saturday yst and fortunately ,

i've spent it doing a couple of things instead of being stuck at home !

tho it wasnt somewhat good but well. that better than nothing yea.

went fo my interview in th morning at rochester !

and bb gave me a lift there and waiting fo me .

aftermath , we headed over to mum's place to get th awesome loots mum got for me

back from her trip to th states .

after finish having lunch w mummy , sis and bb ,

me and bb headed down to serangoon to meet up w jo & ray .

yeah . it was another ktv session tho.

ohyes.

and it was somewhat unpleasant and spoil my entire day .

we planned to head down for movies after ktv and so , i booked th ticks.

and th worse part was that i booked it twice because of th

fcuk damn system having some error at th payment part.

and i ended up booking 8 ticks instead of 4 and paying a damn $80 .

the worse shit of cathay is that its a no refund no matter what .

worse of th worse , their hotline is forever engaged !

i called fo almost 30 times but to no avail.

seriously , cathay cineplex have gotta do something about their customer service .

ITS A BIG BAD NO.

on top of everything , th worse part what that the one that was helping me throughout th

situation was not my bf . and instead , my bf is just enjoying himself and laughing througout.

sometimes i really wonder what is a bf responsibilty supposed to be ?

if what they wants is just fo th fun and being accompanied all th time only,

shouldnt they be just fcuking off instead ?

not helping is okay . enjoying instead of sharing th troubles with me is ok.

but that was not all.

he even said so much unpleasant things to me .

i just came to realised that ive slowly drift away from you.

i no longer know who you are.

tho i cant deny th fact that i still do love you .

but all i need you to know is that you can never be th perfect bf for me.

a guy treating me as dump , why should i be allowing him to treat me as dump ?

i mean , if the guy standing by you thru bad times you've had isnt your bf ,

so what on earth is a bf supposed to be ?

you've become so scary . im really just getting and being more and more afraid of you .

okay .

thats about all i have to say fo now .

and yeah one last thing fo everyone:

loving is not about how much happy times you have tgt w him, but is how much times he tried to make you happy when you've cried .

i wonder how many time he has done this fo me ?

unfortunately , probably not even fo once .